a gut ache in my tummy
a trouble trembling
tumble dread
and I dont know what for
just yet
a restless stillness lurking
lizard laughing in my gut
fussing fretting fighting
flutters my heart
and still I don’t know why
just yet
I wonder what will happen
if this is a premonition
of an imminent condition
if I should watch my step and listen
to the dread
or instead
should I step onto the conveyer belt
not listen to these things I’ve felt
because maybe I haven’t turned into a
psychic just yet